I mess up. I’m hopeless when it comes to love. I hate the way I look in the mirror when I’m getting ready. I’m confused about who I am. I try my hardest to be perfect, but mostly fall on my face. I’ve been through it all in the past 15 years. Going through things no one should ever have to go through. & I’ve done everything you’re not supposed to do. But I’m still here, I’m still breathing. Even with my heart in a million pieces, and my mind going a million miles a minute. I’m going to survive with a smile on my face.